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[28 Jun 2005|10:55pm]
EDIT: Whoops, I posted that on the wrong lj. x.x; Stupid firefox preset stuff. --;
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[08 Jun 2005|07:59pm]
I have a new lj, just because I FINALLY GOT AROUND to making a name that is not the old lj I used for my neopet back a million years ago. XD

[info]pimpfork

That's my new name, so add it to your flist and I'll friend you back on it.

This journal will probably end up getting deleted after I transfer all of the info on it. That could take up to two weeks, depending on my laziness. :D
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Rundown of today. [07 Jun 2005|09:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

-Got to school and did my math homework. XD, I am lazy. No, actually, I was working on my Wild Place yesterday.
-Couldn't concentrate on fanfic, which is odd for me. Really odd. I think I'm just stressed out.
-Apparently Jennie's mad at me now, too. The irony? THEY WEREN'T A PART OF THIS PROBLEM. WERE NOT. WEREN'T. But one thing...I'm always the one trying so hard and they don't do a thing. If I am at fault, I at least apologize and try to repair things. They don't even do that. They spend a million years being like "..." even if it's something dumb. Sorry, went off there...
-In English, we talked about Caesar's Seizures. XD, it was amusing as always. <3~
-During lunch, there was much insanity. That, and some kid got dragged to the office. He was covered in duck tape. >3
-Conditioning...stuff happened and stuff.

Yeah, my brain just died. And my nose is sunburned. Ow...

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Guess what? [06 Jun 2005|04:54pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Pigeons are doves in disguise. :D

...*runs away*

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Official(ish?) Letter. [05 Jun 2005|09:46pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

To: Anyone who was in fmadub tonight, Soup, Rose, Mony, Duski, Jennie, Muirae, and anyone else involved that wasn't named in the above categories.

-I'm sorry for being stupid
-I'm sorry for also being annoying and possibly getting mad at anyone/everyone
-I'm sorry for not saying everything flat-out (or for saying everything flat-out, depending on what was said)
-I'm sorry for attempting to be civilized while under stres (because we all know that those things can't happen)
-I'm sorry for professing any and all hatred for you (Some of it may be brought down to jealousy, some might be fear)
-I'm sorry for spacing out and dreaming about random things while you're talking(Random, yes, but...neh)
-I'm sorry for getting you mad
-I'm sorry for making you yell, scream, kick the wall, get frustrated, or whatever else you did.
-I'm sorry for making you all concerned, worried, and/or annoyed.
-I'm sorry for anything and everything I do in daily life to annoy you/compel you to slap me. I don't really mean to do it.
-I'm sorry for 'ignoring' you or just not talking. (Various reasons behind that)
-I'm sorry for making you hate me.
Lastly...
-Sorry for making this incredibly long.

There. I'm done, even though you might all ignore it or something...Oh well. Some things don't apply to all people, you'll know which apply to you...yeah.

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[05 Jun 2005|09:02pm]
Well, that's great. I had an emotional breakdown and lost 2 friends.

I'm a little calmer now, still crying, but calmer.

I think the whole thing behind this is friend problems (as stated before), stress problems, and also family problems. I dunno.

There, just stating facts, not feelings. Just facts.
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In as few words as possible... [05 Jun 2005|06:53pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I am pissed off? Want to know why? OF COURSE YOU DON'T BUT I'LL PUT IT UP ANYWAY.

-Once again, I am left to question my friendships.
-Last night, my grandpa went crazy on me and I ended up breaking down in my room because I got sick.
-I started to shake again in church today, which doesn't help anything.
-Once again, I am mad at certain people just because. (Muirae or Jennie, slap me if I rant tomorrow, k? :D)
-Once again I am inclined to believe that humans are untrustworthy slime.
-I am starting to mouth off at people if they bother me, so if I start being really sarcastic to you, then that means you're bothering me, so bug off. That, or I'll just ignore you. :3 Unless I want to really yell at you and piss YOU off, too. ^_^

Don't you love what happens when Akemi gets too much sleep and is overstressed? She starts to get mad and pissy and bite people's heads off. (I really do need to actually rant about things and not just avoid it...but I can't rant here, not even under f-lock.)

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OMFG. OMFG. OMFG ONCE AGAIN. [30 May 2005|11:21pm]
[ mood | WTF ]

Ok, so as I was caught up in a whirlwind of fangirlism, I looked up "Alphonse Heiderich" on Google. First page, just some stuff, found a scan I had been looking for...ok, onto seond page.

Wait a sec, 'Transcending Our Realities'? but that's my fanfic...wait. WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF *BRAINSPAZZ*


Yes, that's exactly what happened to me about 10 minutes ago. Still, wtf. It's not even that popular....o.o; Is it really the only one that mentions him or something?

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BBQ Kills. [30 May 2005|07:17pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Yeah, so we had a barbeque, and it's still going on, but I started to get sick so I'm in my room. Yeah, I got sick yesterday at Borders, too, I just hope I don't at school too. I always get really dizzy and get scared I'm going to pass out on the floor...I'll call the doctor about it soon maybe.

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LOOK PIE. [29 May 2005|11:47pm]
YAy for irrelevance.

Or something.

Ok, so today I did a lot of running around at Borders. Family went to dog park and dmped me there, so I got books, and then...well, they had action figures there, which means the mystery boxes of FMA. I ask the cashier person to look at one, and then I buy it.

So I now have a Hughes action figure. And I'm gonna make a movie with him, but since I have no other action figure things to be his sidekick, he has a very unusual sidekick.

It is Buddah. Who is a -lot- shorter than Hughes. But there's still hope for Hughes. Another candidate was my Kung-Fu Hamster, but he was too big, too.

I don't even have My Little Ponies for Hughes. ...I knew I should have bought another action figure. XD Ah, well. This will prove to be amusing. Yay.
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LOOK ITZ A INTERVEIW SHIX FOR PEOPLS [28 May 2005|08:51pm]
1. Least favorite anime, game, or manga characters EVAR?

-BlackRose, she really bothers me to liek no end.

2. Why do you use your microwave for a breadbox?
...Don't question my family. They are retarded monkeys.

3. Why is Al H. so damned awesome? :D
Because he...uh. HE MAKES MY FACE HAPPY...AND STUFF. HE IS THE HAPPY.


4. DO U WANT 2 CYB3R?????///
...Smut? XD

5. Can I hit you with my pool noodle at AX? :D

...I'll hit you with the Senior YAY if you do. >>;


Yeah, I dunno wtf my brain is ded yo so hi.
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Now that I have spent about 6 hours of my life playing it... [28 May 2005|01:26am]
FullMetal Alchemist and the Broken Angel is still love. Except when Al is stupid ,which happens a lot.

But about the game.

I started playing about...5:30 maybe, stopped for a couple hours to eat/play with dog/annoy the public and do laundry, and I just stopped playing now.

At 1:15 AM.

Whoo, I'm gonna have some odd dreams tonight.

Today I went from pwning the chimera in the church to the big chimera that wants to eat Armony's face.

Btw, I KNOW HOW TO USE THE POGO STICK WITH SKILLS YO. :D
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OK. [26 May 2005|10:17pm]
Balmung sent me her game copy, and I am happy. FMA and the Broken Angel is odd insane love. XD

And I need to practice singing. GUH THERE'S TOO MUCH TO DO.
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Wow. XD [25 May 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | AIR in the background ]

I wrote a fanfic a few weeks back, it was Ed/Armony, and you know what? I didn't even intend it to be serious, now that I think of it. It was more like "Hey, I wonder if I'll ever actually get a serious reply to this"

I did, from someone who was all "Grrarmony >o MARYSUEMSRYSUEMARYSUE" and You know what? I laughed. I laughed really hard at how stupid people can be.

Yes, they think she's a sue, but the irony in that? She's very similar (character-wise) to another character, one I know is very well-liked and that I have never seen called a "mary Sue"

The character? Misuzu Kamio from "AIR." I recently read a transcript, and if Armony was devoid of anger, I'm pretty sure she would be like Misuzu. That's either funny or just odd, but it's something I noticed. But Misuzu would still get one people's nervesJust because of how she is. But still, I think it has something to do with a game-only character...

Other than that~

I hear a door <3

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This might be bad. [24 May 2005|11:34pm]
Ok, everyone, I have big fat news.

I just signed up for AX, just now.

Two things: I can't stand my own voice, and I get scared as hell when singing alone.

This might be a problem, but i'll overcome it soon. I'll just need to practice more and stuff, I only have about a month.

....They probably wouldn't let me up on the stage wearing the YAY sign, would they? XD
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[24 May 2005|08:12pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Moonlight Shadow ]

I am bored, but today was a good day.

And my eye hurts.

Maybe I'll go RP on neopets some more and look for that plushie lady thing. o.O; Don't ask.

I'M BORED.

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[23 May 2005|09:15pm]
Ok, I am most definitely a horrible person. I can't ever do a single thing to help someone else at all, and I'm always alone to add to that. I honestly am too imperfect to be liked. I try to sing, the one thing I'm good at, and NOBODY CARES. I can't even write something and get recognition. Not to mention I can't talk to anyone without screwing up something. Damn, I wish that there was someone that I could tell anything and everything without feeling distrustful or anything.

Yes, I'm a horrible person, Yes I am...
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[22 May 2005|12:05pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Look, this is the first icon dump EVER. All AIR icons, and they took forever. XD. On some of them, the text is a little weird, sorry about that. Hee.

4 prettyfull AIR icons )

i'll probably put more up tonight, FMA ad AIR ones. XD

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Hmm. [20 May 2005|09:42pm]
Got back from friend's house, was starting to get kinda "grr" angry-ish. That happens when the night goes on. My doctor said that 12 hours after I take my medicine, I might start feeling really tired, and I usually do, but with me tired=kinda grumpy, not to mention I have allergies or a cold or something. >.x

Speaking of which, I need to get some Claritin tomorrow. My aunt says it works, so...gonna try it.

Seriously considering just asking Eva to do the Wild Place immediately after school on Monday, but I'm not sure...o_o; Just...guh. So overloaded and spazzy and OMG.

....
.
Did I mention that we had a bomb threat today at school? ..Yeah.

But my history teacher breakdanced. That was odd, disturbing, and somewhat awesome. XD
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NOO. [20 May 2005|04:07pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Nothing ]

Ok, so today I get home and then I go to sneakily turn the internet off downstairs, because my grandma's gone for the weekend. But when I get there, I see a nice...email from my spanish teacher. --; At least he's not cutting me down on things, so it seems okay. Nobody cares about my grades anymore as long as I'm trying in the clases. I am now, too. o.o; Except today, that was an off day.

So NOW I'm trying to call my friend because I'm suppsoed to be going over to her house and....GUH. WHY DO ALL MY GOOD DAYS SUCK?!

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